August 08, 2016

8月3日 9:00pm,開始發燒,兒童醫院看病查血,扁桃體發炎,蒲地蘭
8月5日3:00am,39.4度
9:30am,兒童醫院看病查血,血象不算高,診斷病毒性感染。
8月6日 7:30pm,兒童醫院看病,扁桃體仍紅腫,無化膿或肺炎症狀,打針:喜炎平。
8月7日 3:00am,38.5度。
11:00am,兒童醫院打針:喜炎平,白天未發燒,胃口不好。
8月8日 12:00am,39.4度,川醫二院看病,無化膿或肺炎症狀,診斷支氣管炎。
2:45am,吃75毫克頭孢。
8:50am,38.6度。

September 04, 2015

8月28日
2:30pm 開始發燒,38.5,去兒童醫院,診斷是皰疹
5:00pm 回家吃了蒲地藍,口腔噴霧,美林布洛芬退燒藥,溫度降低到正常
8:00-10:00pm 華西附二院看病,開了羚羊角和咽喉清,做了手口足檢查
11:00pm 溫度上升,吃了美林布洛芬退燒藥2.5ml

8月29日
00:30am 溫度維持39.5左右,去華西附二院
2:00am 吃泰諾退燒藥1.5ml,擦降燒滾珠,一小時內溫度仍在38.8左右
3:40am 溫度降到38.5左右,回家
4:00-7:00am 每40分鐘左右測一次體溫,在37.6左右
9:30-中午 溫度保持在36.7左右,精神狀態很好
1:30pm 溫度再升到39.0左右,吃泰諾退燒藥1.5ml
2:00pm 吃蒲地藍10ml
4:00-5:30pm 睡覺,溫度37.2左右
5:30-7:30pm 溫度仍在38.0以下,精神狀態很好,但是7:00pm以後手心冰冷
8:00pm 吃蒲地藍,咽喉清各10ml。溫度開始上升
9:30pm 溫度上升到39.2左右,吃泰諾退燒藥1.5ml
10:15pm 溫度降到37.6,但是哭鬧,不睡覺

9月3日
1:15am 頭天晚上8點開始低燒,淩晨一點左右到39.3,吃泰諾退燒藥3ml
2:20-5:00am 從38.4燒到39.7
6:00am 到和睦家,吃美林布洛芬6.5ml,查血,診斷病毒性咽炎
11:00am 燒到39.7,吃泰諾6.5ml,氨溴特羅7.5ml
12:45pm 溫度降到37.8
4:00pm 溫度上升到39.2,吃美林布洛芬6.5ml

9月4日
0:00am 溫度38.9,吃泰諾6.5ml
6:30am 吃氨溴特羅7.5ml

August 25, 2015

今天被叫到香港去BD,昨天飛到深圳,早晨坐地鐵到中環,開完會十二點,下一班飛機到成都的要晚上七點半才起飛。很想在貓貓睡覺前趕回去,就叫了個車去深圳機場。本來以為三點多飛機趕不上了,結果從中環到寶安機場加上出關入關就用了一個半小時,中間車子在高速路上爆胎還耽誤了一刻鐘。到家七點過,貓貓一看見我特別高興,跑過來抱著我緊緊地摟著我的脖子。跑到旁邊去玩了一會兒,又跑過來抱著我的腿喊爸爸。吃完飯貓貓睡了,我躺在床上聽著窗外瓢潑大雨,空氣很涼爽,想起小時候成都下雨的晚上,心想哪怕折騰幸好提前回來了。

有點不知道怎麼教育貓貓跟別的孩子相處。不知道他平時是不是太孤單了,總感覺他哪怕對陌生的小孩子也特別想跟人親近。吃晚飯的時候看見他兩次走過去抱著程程哥哥親一下。可是又不願意把自己的玩具給程程哥哥玩。不知道什麼時候學會的,看見別的小孩子手裡的玩具想要,他就拿一個別的玩具要跟別人換,但是經常不成功他就會哭。他在香港也是,在外邊玩會去抱不認識的小朋友,香港小朋友和家長又比較冷漠,總擔心貓貓心理會受傷害。

August 22, 2015

今天我帶貓貓坐飛機回成都。一路上折騰。在休息室就撒歡了跑,還躺在地毯上轉圈。在飛機上頭一個多小時還好,把椅子放平了拍他睡覺可是不肯睡,然後坐起來自己在那兒玩,嘴裡說個不停,不太聽得懂他講什麼,要不就是唱 wheel on the bus. 最後半個多小時有點fuzzy,可能是鬧覺了使勁哭,拿他有點沒轍。快降落的時候他說,耳朵有點疼。我就拿puff給他吃,可能好點了。下了飛機他一步也不肯走,我一隻手拖著行李一隻手抱著他,手都快斷了。見到奶奶還認識,上了車立刻就睡著了,回到家也不醒。半夜兩點餓醒了,有點懵,不知道自己在哪裡,喂了他一瓶牛奶,他一定要我抱他睡。剛開始的時候時睡時醒的,醒過來就睜著眼看著我,摟著我的脖子一會,又轉過去睡了。來來回回好幾次這樣。貓貓現在真是最可愛的時候,看著他心都快化了

March 01, 2015

Airport
I was staring out of the window in a blissful stupor ruminating idly how I’ve probably made one too many trips to the airport in the last month or so, when Dad breached the perfect silence and said, “So how’s life? Are you happy?” Giving the usual dynamic between us, it’s fair to count this as a curve ball thrown at close range. The first thought that came to me was how a little peculiar the timing of this question is, on the way TO the airport, after he had just spent two weeks with me. But Dad works in mysterious ways. Instantly I made an “oh well” mumble to stall for time while stealing a glance at the dashboard – I’m going 120km/h but I’m still 5km away from the tollbooth, so I’ll have to come up with Something. And the image of 貓貓 came to my mind, how would he react I wondered, 30 years down the road maybe, when he, driving me to the airport somewhere on a highway on a windy Sunday morning, is asked to give me a summary judgment of his life on the spot? And I realized this is not a conversation that could be sustained, if I say I Am happy then I will not know what to say next and if I say I’m not He will be at a loss for words instead.

When we walked out of the door Mom tried to get Maomao to kiss Dad goodbye but he waved his hand vaguely and rushed out to the corridor, leaving me holding his luggage in one arm and Maomao on the other. I was not sure if he was fighting back the choke in his throat or if he simply heard the ding of the elevator. Before that he spent the last half an hour holding Maomao on his lap listening to Radetzky March (not Kleiber’s, Karajan’s, which I didn’t approve) then the last movement of “From the New World”. He held Maomao’s hands in his and together they conducted the music from the armchair. I do that with Maomao too but his movement was much more natural and graceful, he even mixed in a few violin gestures which I cannot compete with. Eventually I grabbed the camcorder and recorded 2 mins of it. While I was doing it I was thinking, when Maomao watches this clip 30 years down the road maybe, will he also have the mental image of me, silent and attentive, standing behind the camera?