September 29, 2019

Woke up in the middle of the night, abruptly, snapped to conscience as if thrusted back into the confinement of three dimensions by violent momentum of a screeching halt, a result of a mechanical default maybe, say a weight on conscience from the daytime, inconspicuously but sinisterly lodged in the corner of mind and not properly identified and dealt with before the tram of sleep took the descent into the realm of dream on the track of time. In the penumbra state of conscience it took some finesse and a couple of tries to hitch myself back onto the continuum of time-and-space, like attempting to jump back onto a moving train before recovering the balance from the fall. First to trace the peripherals of the body with the mind, and when succeeded proceeded to carve it out from the rest of the nebulous heat of the night, delineate a safe harbor in the perilous undercurrent of inky air for memory to moor — Presently I Remembered it is time to take Maomao’s temperature again.

September 28, 2019

週二早晨起來量體溫37.2,到學校的時候就飆升到39度多,週三下午去了養和,只是開了退燒藥回來了。吃了退燒藥也只降到38.5左右。週四晚上又帶去養和,這次做了病毒排查,結果有三種病毒感染,但是沒有流感,所以醫生還是說不用吃什麼特別的藥,慢慢等他好轉,不過可能時間會比較長。

晚上 九 點關燈,可是怎麼也睡不著,在床上來回折騰,快到12點才睡。 剛睡了兩個小時, 淩晨兩點退燒藥的藥效剛過,溫度開始飆升,手腳冰涼,凍得一直發抖,有點像抽搐了,迷迷糊糊地說,“爸爸,很冷,我不知道發生了什麼事。” 我衣服都穿好了要帶他再去醫院,看他溫度穩定了好像沒那麼難受了,還是39.5左右。又吃了退燒藥睡了。

September 15, 2019

早晨去打了會兒籃球,半個多小時,投進了四次,這次給攝像攝下來了。他本來穿著球衣,打了10分鐘自己去脫了,打著個赤膊在那兒打球。雖然乾瘦,看著還挺man的。下午又去遊了泳。在泳池看見一個高年級的女孩子,很興奮地喊人家 “ Becky!” 那個女孩子一回頭,說,”Errh!” 就遊走了。

早晨在玩coding game的時候他莫名其妙不耐煩,我也吼他了。以前吼他他很害怕的表情低頭不說話,最近幾次注意到他很明顯跟以前不一樣,咬牙切齒瞪著我,攥緊拳頭,看來真是慢慢長大了。

晚上睡覺前把我叫過去,關了燈以後說,“現在我們來商量一下游泳課的事情。”他週一週二週四三天晚上6:30pm-8:00pm的游泳課,週一5:00pm-6:00pm還有網球課,他說,“我太累了,我跟老師說我太累了休息一下老師說沒有人提這種要求。” 他問可不可以每次只遊一個小時就走,我說你要不然就不去,去了就要上完。後來媽媽說週一問問游泳課能不能換成週二週四的班,我說我明天也可以去問問網球課可不可以調到週五。他去喝了一口水回來,說,“那明天我們就分頭行動。”

September 12, 2019

早晨起來左眼又腫一個大包,等中午去學校接他去看醫生的時候已經消下去不少了,醫生說是過敏沒什麼大礙。

晚上帶他去學校的中秋節lantern walk,他帶了在畫畫課上的燈籠,省事了。門口有一個小男孩,只到他肩膀那麼高,貓貓過去trash talk人家,說,“You lantern is very basic, b-a-c-i-k”。那個小男孩說,“you meant b-a-s-i-c”。旁邊的人都笑了。