Month: September 2017

September 25, 2017

最近貓貓總是生病，一周前發燒到39度，查出來是A型流感，燒了四五天才好。

禮拜天下午帶他去吃冰激淋遊樂場玩，都挺好的。在遊樂場遇到一個他度女同學，那個女孩子好像很喜歡他，跟在他後面追一直喊，“墨墨，阿墨！”貓貓也不太理人家一個人在前面亂跑，後來我問他同學叫什麼名字他都不知道，跟我說是個秘密。

結果回來禮拜天晚上突然又燒起來，八點過去了養和醫院，醫生讓住院，我不太願意，開了退燒藥回來。到凌晨3點多溫度又上到39.5度，再次去養和醫院，這次同意住院可是已經沒床位了。醫生推薦半山的Canossa醫院。去了醫院就抽了一管血，禮拜一結果回來還是A型流感，醫生說是不同的strands。禮拜一白天還好，晚上又開始燒到快40度，醫生讓打吊針。扎針都時候貓貓很害怕，尖叫掙扎，三個護士按住，很可憐。禮拜二早晨醫生來了聽見貓貓咳的聲音，讓去做了X光，很快回來說轉肺炎了，又開始上抗生素。讓做面罩吸氣擴張氣管的藥，貓貓也很怕那個，勸很久勉強做一下。不過禮拜二晚上就沒燒了，禮拜三晚上八點出院回家。我在醫院陪了他三個晚上，白天也沒去上班。回來貓貓瘦了很多，真是可憐。

September 01, 2017

It’s a day poised to be filled with meek sunshine and slow wind. Slow but assured, like the pace of a gigantic Trojan horse marching through the crack of time between summer and autumn, secretly impregnating the air with moist and chill. Another typhoon will hit the coast tonight but hopefully I will be landed by then, with Maomao probably half-asleep in my arm already but still teary for having to inexplicably leave 爺爺奶奶 again. I struggle every time to make him understand it is not an arbitrary cruelty tyrannically imposed on him by ME. He insistently demands knowing WHY, with increasingly confusion and defiance, as he instinctively senses the aggression of the habitual resignation to the rut of life into his cognition process.