January 31, 2016

On weekends I have two choices for coffee: a chic Espresso Royale with black fixtures except for a red sofa by the window, or a dingy barista cafe which brews drip Yirgacheffe that’s inspired by rainy afternoons (it opens at 12pm and closes before dark). It’s almost a cliche then that the Americano at the Espresso Royale tastes marginally better than tap water filtered through charcoal and the barista cafe sits in a dump, a hardware store on the left and a meat market to the right, on a back street where most of the buildings face away, probably to avoid the sight of the Plastic wraps and cigarrete butts, profusely littered around backdoors covered by so many “No Smoking” signs it feels like a raging red revolution. When I leave for the Espresso Royale in the morning I generally offer to take Maomao along, usually he will come for the coconut milk, blueberry yogurt or car magazines but today he said he didn’t want to cause it was too cold outside (it is a good 10 degree warmer than last Sunday). So I found myself sitting by the window for an hour, not taking the rare opportunity though to read a book (it’s impossible with Maomao in tow) but contemplating idly how a two-and-half year old processes cause-effect analyses and strings coherent words to match them.

After lunch he slept for two and a half hour straight, probably still recovering from the hiking yesterday. During that time I took a nap myself, searched and found the particular edition of the Holderlin collection online, downloaded it, flipped through it, enormously satisfied, loaded it onto my kindle, and eagerly waited to read it tonight after Maomao sleeps (which will probably be well after 10pm since he slept so much in the afternoon). What’s more amazing though was I managed to tear myself away again around 5pm, offering to take him outside for a late-afternoon coffee run at the precise moment when I knew he would say no: as he was tearing ferociously at a foil wrap of a pack of ginger biscuits. So I came to the barista cafe, listened to some nocturne, read a few pages of Holderlin and littered a few cigarette butts of my own, and called it a particularly Lucky Strike.

January 03, 2016

香港最近大多陰天,早晨開始一直下小雨。下午三點雨停了。抱貓貓出門去爬柏架山道,想讓他聽聽溪水的聲音,剛下過雨水勢應該比平時大吧。他還是一步也不肯走,說,”我一步也走不動”。走到山腳下水渠邊的時候又開始有些小雨。指給他看樹葉上的雨珠,輕輕一碰就掉落下來,貓貓高興得哈哈大笑。能聽到樹林裡的鳥叫。貓貓問這是什麼?我說是烏鴉叫。貓貓說,烏鴉喜歡貓貓。心裡再想這麼簡單就能讓他這麼開心的時候還有多少?今年可能要忙了,總不能一直這麼閑。莫名其妙地覺得有點虧欠貓貓,閑的時候也沒有一直陪著他,有時候一打遊戲一晚上就過了。即使跟他在一起也都是瞎胡鬧地玩,沒有很用心地教他什麼。怎樣教他跟人相處?完全沒概念。